“What kind of visions did yä have?”
Guiromélans shifts painfully beneath their sodden tarp
and looks at Caidryn. The girl concentrates on her
rowing, but the occasional glance back at him indicates
her interest was genuine.
“Elements of my deepest shame,” Guiromélans says, “That
which drives me in many directions, that which tears
me apart. My greatest betrayal. Exposure of my weakness
and crimes. Punishment. Alfs and Fée. The look in
God’s eyes when I must finally account for my actions.”
He lifts the edge of the tarp and looks out over the
dark Sea, “That which I fear most, what I regret most,
I suppose.”
Balen carelessly dangles his makeshift gaff in the
water, trolling for fish lured in by Baldruus’s ember.
They crafted the long hook from the plethora of twisted
metal found in the castle. Now he looks up from his
work and frowns. “Yä does one thing wrong,”
he whispers, “and yer punished like this?”
Guiromélans tries to smile but doesn’t have the interest
or energy. “I did a very, very bad thing.”
“Yä means this inigena yä says
yä betrayed, uh?”
Guiromélans nods. “I loved her. I abandoned her.
I betrayed her. I attacked her. I let the trappings
of my office blind me to the true spirit of its purpose.
And in the end, she proved more noble than I.”
Caidryn shakes her head, “The dusios had its
pick of yer worst nightmares, sä I gotta
figure yä loved this inigena that much,
uh?”
“Yes,” he answers.
“Damn, fool, boduus,” she laughs mockingly,
“Gettin’ sä worked up over a piece of tail and
a bunch a buachar oaths.”
“And what visions did you have, Caidryn?” he
asks, trying not to let her comments nettle him.
She is silent for a long time before finally shrugging,
“I saw me mosac. Me old friends. Me man, the
one that hurt me. The things I did. The people I hurt.
I saw me past.” Her eyes flicker towards Balen and
then Baldruus, “I saw me future.”
“The Lord saw into our hearts,” Dagnin murmurs. “Deep
into our hearts… where no one can hide.”
The Coward Knight sits alone, as apart from the others
as their tiny boat allows. He is a pathetic, bitter
sight, but after the events in the castle, Guiromélans
couldn’t bear abandon him there.
“I thank the Gods that Balen was spared from such visions,”
Caidryn mutters with a shudder.
“The Lord showed us the truth! Truth!” Dagnin insists,
“He saw what we feared and hated most about ourselves,
and He showed it to us! Us! Us! It was His gift!
It was—”
Without warning, Caidryn viciously backhands him, sending
the sickly knight sprawling onto Guiromélans and nearly
out of the boat. “Shut him up!” she screams. “If yä
don’t keeps him quiet, I’ll throws him overboard meself!”
“Enough! Enough!” Baldruus screams almost hysterically,
obviously at the end of his rope as well, “Enough of
this bickering!”
Caidryn falls into a morose silence, pulling at her
oar angrily. Guiromélans groans with pain as he helps
the whimpering knight off him. His bones and body are
still tender—his wounds still bleed from time to time—and
the tremors still torment him, though not as often now,
nor as severely. He remains weak, wounded, and Baldruus’s
healing magic works slowly. It is of little matter,
however, as he still insists on putting in his time
at the oars, and such efforts often do his body more
harm than good. He and Balen work together on one as
Dagnin does the other. None of them have much strength,
but it does give Caidryn and Baldruus a few short hours
of rest or sleep.
Guiromélans reflects back to that castle and their
escape. The circles lost their power with the final
death of the themoch. The curse lifted, the spirits
put to rest, all signs of the Masks disappeared or fled.
The secret dock did indeed exist, and Guiromélans was
hardly surprised to find its passage to be in the kitchens
rather than the bedroom. In that dark place, they found
a small beach, a brittle jetty, and the longboat neatly
beached on the sand where water couldn’t reach it.
No one knows how long the boat had waited—surely not
400 years—but it was still serviceable and seaworthy.
Perhaps it belonged to thieves or adventurers who had
subsequently fallen into the Lord’s power? Nevertheless,
it has been Guiromélans’s home now for some 5 days so
far.
He has named it the Knight’s Redemption, a suitable
counterpart to the Knight’s Torment.
Thus far, food and water have not yet been a problem.
Baldruus summons large, healthy fish to their boat,
and his stone purifies the water for drinking. So far,
the weather has offered only a steady rain with only
a mild southerly wind to rattle their sodden sail.
No fog, no tempests. It seems it is only Guiromélans’s
companions and their close proximity to him and each
other that pose any risk to this vessel.
* * *
“Sä, where will yä go now, uh?”
Caidryn asks unexpectedly one morning.
Guiromélans breaks his rhythm at the oar and turns
to look at her. “Where?”
“Yäh!” she laughs, “Where? Yä can’ts
goes home, uh? Yä lost yer ship.
Are yä’s a Cathubodua any more? I can’t
tells na more, but if yä are, all yä
gots left is a broken sword and that cual saddle.”
“We should throw the damned thing away,” Baldruus moans
from beneath the tarp, “It just takes up space!”
“I still have my brooch as well and my Median,” Guiromélans
corrects, ignoring the sorcerer’s complaints.
“The wealth of a vavasour, uh?” Caidryn mocks.
Balen’s eyes light up. “Does yä have lots of
treasure at home? Are yä rich?”
“In Orqueneles, I had the lands and holdings appropriate
for a man of my station, yes. But when I became a Raven,
I surrendered all worldly possessions in lieu of my
new duties.”
“What’d
yä do
with them?” Caidryn asks, more than a little surprised.
“I gave them to my
father and brother.”
“Na possessions? What about yer little
silver bauble and that fine blade of yers?”
“They and the black cloak of the Raven are trappings
of my office and were loaned to me and not truly mine.
It was my sin of pride that kept me from surrendering
them when I fell from grace, and I have been punished
for it.”
“And back to this cursed saddle of yours?” Baldruus
asks.
Guiromélans nods as he looks down at it. “It is a
useful tool. It may be worth something if we ever land
in civilized lands.”
“Hmmn, yes,” Baldruus says, obviously not convinced.
“So the Raven speaks.”
“Yes, I do retain the tools of my station—and I may
be guilty of the sin of pride—but I still have my faith,
Baldruus. My goals remain the same. I serve God’s
needs, I avenge the wrongs committed against Him. I
go where my mission takes me.”
“Yäh? Sä where’s that?”
He shrugs as he begins rowing again. Where to, indeed?
South, always south. When last he looked at Radla’s
maps, they were close to some large Weaning Shores islands,
and even if they miss them, they’ll eventually hit the
Southern Territories.
“Perhaps I’ll go south into the Southern Territories?”
he answers, mirroring his own thoughts, “Or maybe north
through the Fists of God and journey to the Docile Kingdoms.”
He looks out across the northern horizon as he pulls
at the oar. “Or perhaps east to the Desecrated Domains.
It would be easy to become lost there.”
“Lost?”
Guiromélans nods, “The Ravens of my homeland still
seek me. I suppose it would be best not to let them
find me.”
“Have yä been tä all those places?” Balen
asks.
Guiromélans shakes his head.
“Well, what’s the furthest yä ever been then?”
the boy asks impatiently.
“I’ve been to the Rompu Islands of Ehre and looked
upon the waters of the Abyss Ocean. In the east, I’ve
been as far as Synes, not the Pigi Realms but the Outlands.”
“If you’re looking to go to the Desecrated Domains,
you’ll have to cross through the Maggot Sea,” Baldruus
says from beneath his covers.
“There are ways,” he answers, “I’ve heard of ways.
God placed the Sea there to prohibit contact with the
cursed Synes Republic, but there are ways around it.”
Baldruus chuckles, “Yes. I believe you call it the
Duchy of Ulbandis! A well-kept secret, yes?”
“The mountains of Vis'I Qira are impassible to all
but the native sherpas and the merchants that risk travel
with them,” Guiromélans answers with some heat, “The
Maggot Sea is navigable only by those who know how to
appease the worms. These barriers are there for a reason.
If that reason is to make sure that all commerce passes
through Ulbandus, then so be it!”
“They are there because God put them there?” Baldruus
asks incredulously, finally abandoning his sleep and
sitting up, “They are there because God doesn’t want
the Seven Kingdoms to trade with the Synesi? God raised
a whole mountain range, and polluted a whole sea, just
to prevent free trade and enrich the Ulbandi pashas?”
“I do not choose to question the wisdom of God,” Guiromélans
answers. “His reasons may become evident centuries
after the Seven Kingdoms have turned to dust. I don’t
assume His purposes are for me or my time.”
“Too simple,” the sorcerer mutters as he falls back
down. “Want to know what the Söderkarl say is the origin
of the Maggot Sea?”
“Yäh!” Balen shouts.
“No!” Guiromélans insists. “Enough of those stories!”
Baldruus chuckles, but he leaves the Raven alone.
“The Lord once told me of a test the followers of Tygg
practiced with the worms,” Dagnin whispers, “A terrible
test… To fail was do die. To die was success.”
All eyes turn to the knight, but he abruptly falls
silent again, seemingly cowed by the attention. Sighing,
Guiromélans goes back to concentrating on his rowing.
Ten days so far, and he is much improved. There is
still some pain, but it is growing tolerable.
With a triumphant hiss, Balen spears a fish and struggles
to pull it to the surface. Caidryn lurches to the rail
to help. “It’s a big one!” the boy squeals.
The fish struggles against his spear. In the weak
light of the stormy sky, its sides flash silver. Sometimes,
the fish are dead before Balen can spear them—their
eyes swollen, their stomachs bursting from their mouths,
as if the journey to the surface was somehow fatal—other
times, such as this, the fish are strong and virile
and fight fiercely the moment the gaff pierces their
sides and Baldruus’s spell is broken.
Guiromélans stops his rowing and moves to help Caidryn.
He is grateful that it is such a large fish. Baldruus
is still insistent on not offending the Powers of the
Sea. With each fish they catch, they must sacrifice
half of its flesh to the denizens below. Guiromélans
sighs as he reaches for the thrashing tail. They may
suffer from lack of food, but at least it isn’t as annoying
as Baldruus’s endless rituals and ceremonies.
With one concerted effort, he and Caidryn manhandle
the huge fish into the bottom of the longboat. It is
long and silver, shaped like a bullet, with patches
of yellow at the ends of each fin. Guiromélans’s heart
races. It must be nearly 6 stone in weight!
His eyes catch movement on its side, near its anus.
He had taken the black streak trailing from the tail
to be seaweed, but now he sees it moving. Just as quickly
as his spirits rose, they sink, and he pushes Caidryn
and Balen away.
“Throw it overboard,” he says heavily.
“Ah fuck!” Caidryn snarls, immediately understanding
Guiromélans’s concern. Taking Balen’s gaff, she gingerly
pries open the gills. Inside, more of the slick worms
slide and writhe. Their bodies are like black leather,
shining with water and slime.
“Maggots,” she curses.
“We’re seeing more and more of them,” Guiromélans agrees
as he helps her lever the fish overboard. “And more
boils free-floating in the water. I’ve never heard
of them reaching this far west before. I wonder what
it means?”
“Nothing good,” she spits as she carefully examines
herself and the boat, making sure none fell off. Maggots
can be worse than kobolde if left on a ship.
“In the end, it is a matter for Lady Fortune to decide,
yes, yes?” Dagnin suddenly blurts. “Lady Fortune!
She has hair in the front of Her head and is bald behind!
Bald! If you have the foresight to see Her coming,
you can seize Her! If you wait until She is past, it
is too late!”
Guiromélans blinks at the knight in surprise.
“Damn fool,” he hears Baldruus barely whisper.
“Tell me something, sorcerer,” Guiromélans asks, “What
visions did you have while in the care of the
Masks?”
“Me?” he answers quietly. “I… I dreamt of rats. Rats
and Ravens.”
* * *
Days ease past, and despite the cramped conditions,
Guiromélans recognizes a new order in the world around
him. Despite Baldruus and Caidryn’s efforts and curses,
the winds and the rogue waves wash them past any seemingly
habitable islands. Guiromélans however ceases to fret.
There is a pattern here. The weather and the waves
have guided him to his destination before. He is content
to allow them to do so again.
Dagnin coughs harshly as he rows. Despite Baldruus’s
magic, the elements have taken their toll on the weakened
knight, and a sickness has settled into his chest.
There is no real shelter on this longboat, no place
for a fire, no place to garner warmth. Days like this
one become very cold. Guiromélans fears the man’s health
is failing.
“I wish we could do somethin’,” Balen moans with ennui.
Guiromélans nods and pats the boy on the shoulder.
“As soon as we make landfall, we can begin to train
again…” He glances up at Caidryn, “So long as the lady
doesn’t object.”
Caidryn waves off the comment with an angry noise and
tries to cover her face from the rain.
Balen brightens, “Now that we have two Cathuboduas,
maybe yä can shows me some real fightin’?”
Guiromélans glances at the sallow knight and shakes
his head, “Dagnin is a knight, but he isn’t a Raven,
Balen.”
“What’s the difference, uh?”
“The Raven is different from a normal knight—he is
more than a knight—and more is expected of him. A Raven
must teach and show those he meets all that is good
and holy, by his deeds even more than his words. He
is a paladin, a crusader of God. He must excel in all
matters of the spirit and the soul as well as in battle.
Only the highest stations of the Medianist clergy should
be expected to surpass him in his piety.”
“So what does that mean?” Caidryn mocks, “That Dagnin’s
weak and a coward, and yer not? Ha!”
“Caidryn—”
“Yä!” pipes Balen, “Sä yä could
kills him, uh? Yer a better fighter?”
“Balen!”
“I know not no—know?—no fighting,” Dagnin mumbles.
His eyes are wide, terrified, as he stares at Guiromélans
and Balen.
“Yä don’t knows how tä fight?” Balen
sputters incredulously.
“No… no,” Dagnin shakes his head, “No.”
“Of course you do!” Guiromélans says, “You told me
yourself you were once a great warrior. I only suggest
right now, you might not be up to it. Let time heal
your body and restore your strength!”
“No, I am shamed. Shamed.” Dagnin bows his head in
his hands, his shoulders trembling, “The Lord showed
me the truth. I am no knight. I know nothing, no nothing.
I am the Coward Knight.”
Guiromélans shakes his head. Is this how he
appeared to others not so long ago? It is odd that
the schemes of a venomous Mask could restore him so
completely! “Dagnin!” he insists. “Listen to me!
You were under the control of a Mask for a very long
time! They feed upon your faith, they destroy
it! But they can’t destroy your mind or your soul,
unless you let them! Remember your skills, and
they will return!”
“Worthless!” Dagnin howls, far past the point of reason.
“Useless! Coward!”
“Told yä we shoulda thrown him overboard,” Caidryn
mutters without opening her eyes.
“What makes yä think he knows anythin’?” Balen
asks.
Guiromélans sighs and wraps a sodden blanket around
the knight, helping him beneath their tarp. Caidryn
grumbles but moves aside to make room.
“He was a knight of Ehre,” Guiromélans answers as he
takes Dagnin’s place at the oars. “Such titles aren’t
awarded casually. As you will learn, boy, every profession
requires effort and devotion and practice. Knighthood
is no different.”
“And tä be a bod— a Medianist knight,
I has tä learn the Medianist ways?”
“Yes. It is called the Certu, the Words of God. A
knight must learn them and practice them.”
“What about the Söderkarl, then?”
“What do you mean?”
“Yä said they still practice dusios magic.
How can that be if they’re Medianists? Why don’t they
hate circle magic too? What does yer Certu say
about that?”
“Circle magic is born through the casting of their
runes. The runes are part of the Thunderer Heresies,
and they are still strong among many Söderkarl. In
time, they will learn the error of their ways, and those
that practice it will be held accountable by God.”
“Or by yä?”
Guiromélans hesitates. “Yes, or by me.”
“Not all Circle magic is evil, Balen,” Baldruus suddenly
adds.
Guiromélans wheels on the sorcerer, an angry retort
on his lips, but stops before he says a word. His eyes
widen. Slowly, he stands awkwardly in the rocking boat,
his mouth and eyes wide with surprise.
Baldruus and Balen also turn to look.
Ahead of them, stretching as far as they can see from
left to right, are shores of brown and gray, shrouded
in black clouds and mist. They’ve reached the Southern
Territories at last.
* * *
Guiromélans gasps with exhaustion. It seems God had
decided it was time for them to land, and He was very
decisive about it.
The storm came from the northwest, pouncing on them
as they stood enamored with the new coastline. Its
winds drove them hard into the shore, tearing apart
their sail, washing away their oars. It was all he
could do to grab whatever gear was in reach and leap
into the surf before the boat broke apart in a meat
grinder of wood, metal, and sand. It’s a wonder they
survived at all.
Guiromélans slowly rolls over on the sand and checks
to make sure Balen is still breathing. In this hard
wind and chilling rain, it is difficult for him to tell.
Forcing aside the complaints of his body, Guiromélans
staggers to his feet and hoists the boy over his shoulder.
Lightning flashes all around them, making vision a series
of still-images followed by periods of inky, blinding
darkness. It is night? It is hard to tell. Even those
visions cast by the lightning are obscured by the vicious,
driving rain. Regardless, he must find shelter, else
none of them will survive.
Guiromélans staggers up the beach, fighting for purchase
as a sudden wave encircles his ankles, trying to suck
him back into its embrace. To his left, he sees Caidryn
and Baldruus helping each other. Beyond them is Dagnin,
staggering out of the surf, coughing violently. Already
the storm-enraged waves are throwing the remains of
the Knight’s Redemption upon the shore.
Once off the beach, Guiromélans calls to the others,
screaming above the wind, and tries to gather them around
him. In a storm like this, they cannot afford to be
separated.
Clinging to each other, they form a ragged human chain
and trudge inland. Caidryn leads, so Guiromélans concentrates
on other things besides where they are going. Barely
20 rods from the sea, the ground here is already flat
and very muddy. His boots strike few rocks. Just endless,
soggy underbrush. He wonders if this land was once
cultivated.
With a dull metallic thud and a shriek of pain, Caidryn
trips and falls. Baldruus nearly follows, but he catches
himself in time.
Guiromélans looks down at where they fell. In the
flashes of lightning, he can see Caidryn rocking back
and forth in the mud, clutching at her shin in pain.
It is hard to tell in this rain, but she might be bleeding.
“What happened?” Guiromélans shouts.
“I fuckin’ tripped over somethin’!” she shouts through
gritted teeth. Guiromélans’s eyes cast around and see
a heavy metal stake planted into the ground. Glancing
around, the lightning quickly reveals many such stakes.
Baldruus crouches next to her, “I’d better take a look
at that…”
Just as quickly, Guiromélans jerks him to his feet,
“No! Not here. We get her on her feet and take her
somewhere else.”
“Now, look!” Baldruus says with some heat, “She’s hurt—”
“Not here!” Guiromélans insists.
“Tewi! Who the fuck cares where?” Caidryn
screams up at them. Grabbing Guiromélans’s hand, she
struggles off the ground. “There’s some sorta dunum
ahead. I was headin’ us there when I fell. We goes
there!”
Guiromélans squints ahead and can just barely make
out the squat form of some kind of low structure.
“Fine,” he grunts, shifting Balen’s weight on his shoulder,
“Go. Go now!”
With a glare at Guiromélans, Baldruus takes Caidryn’s
arm and helps her limp forward.
Guiromélans pauses before following, glancing down
once again at the gory scene Caidryn and Baldruus somehow
failed to notice. Each of these stakes seems to be
nailing a corpse firmly to the ground.
It is no Brackish dunum, not in these southern
lands. The building is long and narrow, a longhouse
within a ruined Söderkarl stead. Its ceiling
has long-since collapsed under its own weight, and it
is nearly as wet inside as it is outside. Obscene images
of alfs, nisse, and other Fée are carved deeply into
every post and frame, almost as if the Söderkarl who
once lived here considered them decorations. Guiromélans
and the others have to crouch pretty low to make it
through the main doors, and Guiromélans is disconcertedly
reminded of his similar entrance into another hall nearly
6 months ago. He averts his eyes from the leering carven
visages of Alfdis and Her minions.
The interior of the longhouse is barren, wet, and rotten.
The layer of mud on the dirt floor is relatively thin,
so the rains must have just recently started here… perhaps
coinciding with Guiromélans’s arrival.
Guiromélans nods towards the wreckage closest to the
bowing walls, “We may find some dry wood in here. Best
to look close to the walls where the rain might not
have seeped in yet. If you can start a fire, Baldruus,
we can tend to Caidryn and Balen. The warmth will do
us all good, especially Dagnin.”
Baldruus nods as he helps Caidryn down onto a dry patch.
Guiromélans sets Balen down next to her, and the three
men go about collecting firewood.
Minutes later, Baldruus is nursing a weak flame as
Guiromélans and Dagnin look for more tinder. Suddenly
the Ehrech knight freezes and gasps.
“What is it?” Guiromélans asks.
“Hear it? Hear it? I hear it! Hear, hear…”
“Hear what?” Guiromélans hisses with frustration, his
efforts thwarted by another bout of coughing from Dagnin.
“What? What is it?” Baldruus worriedly calls after
them.
Guiromélans freezes. He hears it at last. The rattle
of chains, so out of place among the sounds of the storm
outside. Amongst the moans of the wind, they hear a
keening wail that sets Guiromélans’s hairs standing
up. In the firelight, the carved faces on the walls
seem to dance and laugh at his fear.
“What is that?” Caidryn shouts.
Guiromélans can only shake his head. “I’ve never heard
such a thing.”
“Have you weapons?” Baldruus asks.
Guiromélans’s hand leaps to his hip, but his saber
is missing—probably lost when the Knight’s Redemption
wrecked—but his other hand finds his Median. “I am
not. You?”
Dagnin shakes his head. As does Baldruus. “I have
me spatha,” Caidryn grunts, “but I can’t swings
it! Na like this!”
One weapon among the four of them. Not good for a
siege, but as Guiromélans was taught most effectively
by his witch, one man can hold off a hundred given the
right fortress.
Quickly, they gather their wood and build as large
a fire as they can. Caidryn’s shin will heal, and Balen
sleeps the sleep of the exhausted. Clinging to each
other for warmth, they sleep restlessly.
Guiromélans wakes with a start. The rain has stopped.
Their darkened longhouse is filled with the drip, drip,
drip of settling water. He sighs, and his breath billows
out in a great white cloud. It is cold!
Carefully, he eases himself out of the warm clutch
of his companions and slowly walks a circuit around
the inside of their building, working warmth back into
his stiffened limbs. All appears whole and undisturbed.
Their fire’s embers glow weakly, and he will need to
add more wood to keep it from dieing before morning.
He is about to gather an armful of kindling when he
hears the rattle of chains again, followed by a grunt.
Or was it a snort? Certainly not human. Then he hears
many quieter noises, like those of feet treading through
mud, further away, but more numerous.
Silently, he returns to his sleeping companions. Finding
Caidryn’s spatha, he eases it from its scabbard
and picks up a piece of firewood whose end still glows
with fire. So armed, he moves for the doors.
Outside, the bulk of the storm has passed, though it
is still overcast and windy. The occasional star shines
down at him through the rare breaks in the clouds.
The chill is sharper out here. The cold air burns his
lungs and numbs his bare skin. There is a thin layer
of frost over everything, and the partially frozen mud
crackles gently beneath his boots.
Without the rain and lightning to blind him, his eyes
adjust quickly, and he keeps his firebrand held low
to keep his vision clear. He can see the ruins of the
stead’s grounds around him. Smaller buildings
circle the longhouse. He sees the place that once held
horses and livestock. The wreckage of a granary stands
elsewhere. Just inland, a night-blackened forest stretches
as far as he can see in either direction.
Everywhere, he sees the iron stakes sunk into the soil,
their moldering corpses forming smaller heaps between
them. He turns around and examines the longhouse.
Even though weakened and dieing, the glow of their small
fire still illuminates every crack and crevasse, a veritable
beacon to whatever might be lurking in the darkness.
He sighs and carefully circles the building, taking
care to keep his back against its bulk. Wolves, of
both the timber and dire varieties, are known to frequent
the wildernesses of the Southern Kingdoms. Could there
be a pack of them circling their camp? Would they approach
a fire so brazenly? It is possible, but that wouldn’t
explain the chains he heard.
His foot brushes up against a stake, and he holds his
glowing torch lower. It’s weak light reveals this corpse
was killed violently, its flesh torn away by some powerful
animal. This man was freshly killed. The look of horror
is still plain on the Söderkarl’s face. The corpse
is held to the ground by five stakes, once in each limb
and once through the chest. The other nearby bodies
are similarly pinned. It seems someone is taking great
pains to ensure these dead will remain where they were
left.
Much to his surprise, not all the corpses are human.
He finds horses, cattle, even the occasional bulk of
udyronde. Some
of the corpses are fresh, others are mere bones. All
are meticulously staked to the ground.
A series of animal-like grunts alarms Guiromélans,
and he raises up his torch without thinking. The bright
flame blinds him, and he staggers backwards, spatha
held low to preserve his arm strength. The noises grow
louder as he struggles to see past the pulsating darkness
in his eyes. There is movement all around, but he still
cannot see. Whoever, whatever they are, their feet
crunch and crack in the semi-frozen ground.
Finally, his eyes clear. He sees them, a multitude
of bent figures cautiously moving towards him from the
cover of the trees. Their arms are long and distended,
their eyes reflecting some unseen light. Their fingers
flick against each other in nearly unanimous nervous
anticipation, and he can hear their talons go click-click-click.
Guiromélans considers his options as he tries to count
their numbers. He could cry out—his friends might hear
him—but would they arrive in time to help him? Would
it matter if they did?
Flight is a possibility, but he has no idea of the
speed of these creatures. For now, they are moving
slowly, cautiously, but perhaps it is only because they
are hunting him. From the looks of the corpses around
him, they’ve brought down fleeter creatures than him.
Is that what this place is? Their hunting area? Their
place for killing and feeding? Their killing grounds?
But why stake their kills to the soil?
Distant lightning flashes, illuminating the stead
with white fire. The creatures are pale, rubbery things,
with bloated bellies and swollen joints. Teeth of exaggerated
size gnash behind blackened lips and gums. They were
once Söderkarl, as their tattoos and ragged clothes
reveal, but now they are something else.
Guiromélans understands now why the dead are staked
down. In this place, the dead walk and plague the living.
Guiromélans shakes his head and fingers the Median
against his breast. If it is his fate to die tonight,
at least he can warn the others. He sighs deeply before
shouting, knowing he does not know how many more breaths
he will have afterwards. “Caidryn! Baldruus! Dagnin!
Awaken! Protect yourselves! We are surrounded!”
The pack of undead freezes momentarily, hissing and
screeching in outrage, and then with surprising speed
and agility, they lope towards him en-mass. “Be
merry and glad on the day of your death,” Guiromélans
murmurs in Söderkarl as he prepares to face them, “For,
it is after death that the true battle begins…”
“And all who have fallen by your sword will be there
to face you again,” a nearby inhuman voice finishes.
It growls deeply, “A worthy oath, but one that is difficult
to fulfill.”
Guiromélans swings the spatha around, torn between
the incoming pack and this new, closer threat. An udyronde
suddenly rises up, not as dead as he had believed.
Its chains clatter quietly in the mud.
“Shall we face death together,
genton,” it asks, “or shall I kill you quickly
and spare them the effort?”
Guiromélans does not have time to answer, as the first
of the corpses reaches him. With a mighty swing, he
spins and cleaves it in two. His back swing cuts the
leg off a second. Seeking to buy time, he staggers
backwards to get behind the udyronde, but these
creatures are a lot faster than he anticipated. Even
as he tries to face the next, one leaps on him from
behind, driving him to his knees. He feels its teeth
gouge at his scalp, seeking purchase to crush his skull.
With a risky backwards swing, he feels the spatha
cut deeply into its flesh, and it falls away screaming.
The one infront of him leaps, but it is caught in mid-air
by one of the udyronde’s forelegs. With a powerful
swing, it drives the corpse down into the mud, impaling
it on a stake. The beast-creature spares Guiromélans
a wry look before returning its attention to the task
at hand. All four of its arms flail around, alternately
pounding, throwing, or clawing at its assailants. It
leaps and dodges with as much agility as its chains
permit. One massive hand rips a corpse from its back
and raises it to its maw. A single bite snaps the spine.
Guiromélans has little time to appreciate the udyronde’s
technique. There are more than enough of these leaping
dead for the both of them. Even as one lunges at his
throat, his lashes out with his torch, driving it down
the corpse’s throat. It falls, smoke and bloody steam
gurgling from its mouth.
He cuts and stabs, trying to keep the mass of shrieking
undead at bay, backing away until the bulk of the longhouse
prevents him from going any further. He sighs. There
will be no more retreat, and his arms are already burning
with the effort of swinging this damned spatha.
The udyronde is merely a struggling figure in
the darkness, too far away to render aid or be aided.
Guiromélans cuts upwards into the groin of the nearest
rushing corpse, dropping it to the ground, and he stomps
on its neck as he faces the next. He cuts down one,
two more, but there are too many. 100 pounds of stinking
flesh bowls into him, claws and teeth ripping into his
clothes and chest. He tries to keep the spatha
between them, to protect his throat, though he isn’t
sure why he bothers.
Suddenly, light illuminates the stead. The
creatures over him real backwards in horror, their skin
dissolving as if bathed in acid.
As quickly as they attacked,
they are gone, fleeing into the forest.
Guiromélans gasps for breath, though he finds it hard
to breathe. The light grows brighter as footsteps quickly
approach. First in Guiromélans’s bloodied vision is
Baldruus, his hand glowing like the sun. He smiles,
but his eyes twitch with concern as he stares down at
the Raven. Then they suddenly dart up past his field
of vision. “No!” Baldruus shouts, waving someone away,
“Take him back inside! There isn’t anything you or
he can do here!” Picking up the spatha, he throws
it in their direction. “Take it and go inside and wait
for me! It isn’t safe out here!”
Guiromélans blinks and gasps for breath. He feels
liquid bubbling and churning in his lungs. In his mind’s
eye, he can imagine Caidryn reluctantly picking up her
sword and guiding Balen back, a surly look in her eye,
but she knows as well as Baldruus that she doesn’t want
to see what’s become of him.
The sorcerer looks down at him and smiles again. “I
have to stop finding you this way, Raven,” he says as
he crouches next to him.
“I hope your magic will permit us such further opportunities,”
Guiromélans tries to say through the pain, but no words
come out—he hasn’t the breath—but Baldruus seems to
understand nevertheless. “Where,” he gasps, “Where—”
Baldruus nods and picks up Guiromélans’s Median. “Here
it is,” he says. “It fell from your shirt when…” His
voice trails away.
Guiromélans frowns and minutely shakes his head. The
Median is covered with more blood than he’d care to
notice. “No,” he gasps as loudly as he can muster,
“Where… is… my… friend?”
Baldruus frowns. “Friend?”
The corpses return nightly, knowing now that living
meat hides within the longhouse’s walls. Baldruus calls
them ghuls, though he is at a loss as to their
origin. It seems some corpses rise despite their stakes,
while others stay properly dead. When they eventually
make contact with the locals, it will be one of many
questions they will have for them.
The ghuls are strong and swift, but not very
clever, and they have yet to devise a way inside the
longhouse. Guiromélans finds this curious, but to Balen,
it is endlessly entertaining. He has already lost his
fear of them, and nightly, armed with rocks and pointed
sticks, he wounds all who dare come near, taking shelter
inside when they get close. The wounded quickly fall
to the teeth and claws of their companions, and in just
a few short days, the boy’s efforts have taken a greater
toll on their numbers than Guiromélans and udyronde
combined.
The udyronde. Guiromélans’s mind returns to
that great beast.
Baldruus and Dagnin dragged the great savage thing
into the longhouse at Guiromélans’s insistence. It
sleeps still, recovering from wounds even graver than
his own. Where did it come from? How did it come to
be chained out there, to wait for the arrival of the
ghuls? Sacrifice? Offering? Execution?
These questions cannot be answered until it awakens.
Guiromélans is once again immobilized by his injuries.
As in the boat, Baldruus’s ember summons a wide variety
of game to their shelter. They eat well, Baldruus especially.
This is a good thing, as the effort of healing both
Guiromélans and the udyronde is extremely taxing.
Guiromélans smiles. As sorcerers go, the man isn’t
even that powerful. How strange it is that he’s become
so necessary.
Guiromélans looks around the longhouse. Today, he
is alone with the udyronde. The others must
be out scavenging or hunting. Their daily excursions
have proven fruitful beyond mere food and game. While
the storm chose to chew up the Knight’s Redemption,
it was most generous in what it expelled upon the beach—clothes,
supplies—of the little gear they had, most was recovered
largely undamaged.
Grunting with pain, Guiromélans sits up, his tightening
wounds complaining about the stretching. He’s been
injured often enough to know that while rest is the
fasted road to recovery, it tends to leave a body in
less than ideal fighting shape. Moving slowly, he stands
and twists, flexing the tender tissues across his chest
and throat.
Caidryn tells him that they had found him carved open
like a melon by the ghuls, his guts scooped out
and thrown aside. He has only vague memories of the
fight and gratefully no memory of his injuries.
Leaning heavily on his saber’s scabbard, he takes some
experimental steps around the longhouse. He looks down
at the blade he is leaning so heavily upon. Balen told
him, of all they salvaged, his saber was the easiest
to find, standing in the sand as if someone had planted
it there for them to discover.
How fortunate for him.
Sweat and blood dampens his clothes and bandages.
“I smell your pain, genton.”
Guiromélans turns around as quickly as he dares. The
udyronde is awake, watching him with its golden
eyes. Its upper arms twitch and scratch unconsciously
against the floor, almost as if belonging to another
creature, but its massive lower arms flex carefully,
testing their strength and the extent of their injuries.
Almost mimicking Guiromélans’s movements, it slowly
rolls to its belly and sits up.
“You’re awake,” Guiromélans says, careful to keep his
voice neutral, not yet sure if this creature is truly
a friend.
“I have been awake for many days,” it growls. “The
time of turm comes and goes. The scent of you
burns in my mouth and mind. Your blood comes in my
dreams, my turm. It awakens me. You come, and
now my atu is broken. My atu is broken,
and my turm is ended.”
Guiromélans takes a cautious step away. The udyronde
narrows its eyes, “You misunderstand me. You genton
always misunderstand.”
Painfully, it eases itself back down and begins to
lick at its freshly bleeding wounds. Always, its golden
eyes stay on Guiromélans.
Guiromélans carefully sits down as well. He watches
the udyronde watch him, always careful to keep
his saber in reach. Though he has seen many in the
arenas of EroBernd, this is the first of the so-called
centaurs that he’s seen in the wild. And he’s never
seen one quite like this. It is much larger than he
expected, more feral, covered in heavy, brown fur.
Of the things he remembers most is their speed.
The wrecked longhouse fills with the sounds of its
patient licking.
“I never knew udyronde could speak Söderkarl
so well,” Guiromélans says at last, breaking the silence.
It licks for a couple moments more before cocking its
head and fixing Guiromélans with a hard stare. “Udyronde?”
it growls, “An empty name from saut-isas genton.
Udyronde. What more can you expect? Dumb genton.”
Guiromélans frowns, “You object to udyronde?
It is what you are known as by my people.”
The udyronde snorts and goes back to licking.
“What are you called then?” Guiromélans presses.
Those eyes stare hard at him as it continues to lick.
Guiromélans sighs and looks around. It is not yet midday,
and it will probably be hours yet before the others
return. For the time being, he is on his own with this
creature.
“That other night,” he says, “When we met, when we
fought the ghuls… I thank you for your help.
I doubt I would have survived without it.”
The licking abruptly stops, and the golden eyes stare.
“You are strong, genton. Douro. I can
smell the turm that burns in your blood. You
run in my dreams, the chase, the turm, you run
in your waking dreams. Were you meant to survive or
not, who is to know? Such was your atu. My
atu was to die that night, but you broke it.”
Guiromélans shakes his head, “I don’t understand what
you’re saying.”
“You are genton.” The eyes at last look away
as it begins to lick again.
“Well, regardless, I thank you.” He pauses before
adding, “I am Guiromélans.”
Slowly, the beast-centaur rolls onto its side. The
licking slows, stops, begins again, and stops.
Guiromélans releases the breath he’d been unaware he
was holding, and he finally relaxes. It seems his companion
has fallen asleep. He’d heard stories of the udyronde,
but now he understands the fear. The Söderkarl hate
them, hunt them, kill them whenever seen, and he suspects
the creatures return the favor whenever possible. The
centaurs of the Synesi poems, however, are thoughtful
at times, savage at others, philosophers and vandals,
rapists and lovers.
Guiromélans eyes the sleeping hulk, its sblood-stained
sides rising and dropping with each powerful breath.
To him, he sees just another talking beast, a demon,
a mistake left behind for mankind to correct. They
can choose to help man, like the cabeiri, fight him
like the alfs, or stay out of the way. If they choose
to defy God’s mandate, they do so at their own risk.
He turns and limps to the doors of the longhouse.
Outside, the grounds of the stead are covered
in light snow. Some parts are worn through to the mud
by the passing of his companions and the ghul
legions.
There is a quiet noise behind him, and he suddenly
realizes he’s turned his back on the udyronde.
With the speed leant by experience and desperate fear,
he draws his saber and spins, dropping to one knee.
The tip of his blade hovers just inches from the nose
of the beast. It leapt nearly 20 feet almost silently!
It’s smaller upper arms tremble as those golden eyes
regard him fearlessly. Blood flows from countless reopened
wounds and falls like rain from its belly.
It sniffs at him. “You are swift, genton.
Had my leap been true, you would have slain me…” It
snorts. “You with your suchis’s toy. The turm
does run in your veins.”
Guiromélans suddenly feels weak, and an unpleasant
chill breezes straight through him, as if his whole
insides were laid open to the air. Blood, certainly
his own, runs down his chest, pools in his boots. Too
fast, he moved too fast, and now he’s bleeding again.
Much too much blood for his condition, this he knows.
Slowly, he sinks to the floor, his knees no longer able
to hold him, the beast’s eyes following him down. “We
are therm, genton,” it growls, its voice becoming
surreal and echoed as Guiromélans drifts towards unconsciousness.
“It is the name given to us by our great huntress, Zburul.
It is the mark of the turm, the cry of our atu.
The rhythm of the sacred raskus, and the dieing
bleat of the slaughtered búzas.”
“Therm?” Guiromélans wonders dreamily, “What was a
therm doing chained among corpses? Food for corpses?”
He laughs. “Dead for the dead?”
The therm grunts, “The suras of my dentu
call me putras. Putras I am. Such was
my atu until you broke it.”
Guiromélans can no longer see, but he hears the steady
lapping of the creature’s tongue again. Rasps across
his arms indicate the therm is licking at his own blood.
“Putras?” he wonders. “Pu—” He tries to speak, but
no more words come. His mouth fills with hot, coppery
blood. Distantly, he knows that if it is his own, it
is a very bad sign, but he has not the strength to care
or complain. Is the beast actually eating him?
“Sleep, genton,” the therm’s voice murmurs reassuringly.
“Dream of your turm. Your blood is mine. It
fills my dreams. We are embraced by the flow of ala.
We are vair-us.”
* * *
The world around him rocks and clatters. The stench
of hay, dead meat, and vomit fills his nostrils. Guiromélans
moans.
“He’s awake! He’s wakin’ up!” he hears Balen shout.
“Dammit!” Caidryn curses quietly.
“The man’s got the constitution of a workhorse, that
you have to admit,” Baldruus sighs.
The floor beneath him jerks and bounces. Wooden joints
creak and moan. Somewhere, a horse whinnies in protest.
“Why do we stop?” another voice asks in frustration.
Deep, strong, it speaks in perfect Söderkarl. Guiromélans
doesn’t recognize it… does he?
The voice. It is familiar, isn’t it? He’s
heard it before… but was it only hours ago, days ago?
Years ago? Thoughts are coming to him slowly, too slowly.
It is hot, his throat parched. There is something over
his head, he now realizes. He tries to pull it away,
only to discover that his hands are bound.
“Our good knight awakes,” Baldruus answers back in
Söderkarl.
The new voice grunts, “Do what you need to do, but
hurry. These forests are not safe. We have nearly
half a day’s travel yet to go!”
“I know!” Baldruus grunts from somewhere else as he
lands on the ground. The floor shifts with the movement.
“We do not want to be here come nightfall, häxa!”
“I know!”
“What’re yä sayin’?” Caidryn demands.
Someone has grabbed Guiromélans’s arm, pulling him
closer. Guiromélans moans and tries to struggle away.
“Stop it, Guiromélans,” Baldruus chides. “Nothing,
Caidryn,” he adds, “Ofeig was merely asking why we stopped.”
Bright light burns Guiromélans’s eyes as the cover
is suddenly removed. Baldruus’s dark visage peers down
at him.
“Yä knows I hates it when yä talks in
that tongue and I can’t understands yä, uh?”
Baldruus smiles down at Guiromélans and presses a waterskin
to his lips. The Raven drinks the leather-tinged water
eagerly. “You don’t speak Söderkarl,” he answers, “He
doesn’t speak Brackish. Or Palpi. Or EroBernac. We
make due with what we can…” He touches Guiromélans’s
cheeks and forehead, “Damn, the fever has come back.”
Guiromélans tries to croak out a question, but the
sorcerer merely shakes his head. “Don’t speak, friend.
You’ve grown too awake already.” Baldruus closes his
eyes and casts his hands over Guiromélans’s face. Almost
immediately, he feels sleep overtaking him.
“No…” he gasps, “Putras—”
“Putras?” Caidryn spits. “Is that what he said?”
Even as Guiromélans fades into unconsciousness, he
hears Baldruus sigh, “Yes, he still thinks he’s talking
to that damned udyronde…”
Darkness of the trees conceals the darkness of the
clouds. Above, Guiromélans wonders if the stars still
shine?
It is cold. Snow falls lazily upon the camp, blown
by a gentle breeze. By morning, the tracks behind them
will be covered. By morning, he and his companions
will be covered. Sweet snow. Many think it purifies,
but it only conceals, it does not destroy.
The campfire burns brightly, warmly, hissing quietly
as the falling snow expires in its embrace. Its light
reveals the tree felled across the track, partially
hacked apart by desperate blades but not yet enough
to allow their wagon to pass. Their wagon and horse
are tethered to one side of the dirt road, the beast
whickering nervously at the living darkness.
Figures flicker between the shadows and the trees,
dancing like the flames of the campfire, gangling ape-like
shapes. Eyes glow in the orange firelight, and their
chittering snaps fill the air. They are cautious and
shy, watching Guiromélans watch them from a distance.
Far from the mindlessly violent ghuls, he knows
these earthy forest spirits as gars, though he cannot
remember where he learned that.
Guiromélans lays where the others left him. He doesn’t
try to escape any more. It is at night that Baldruus’s
spells are at their weakest, allowing him to struggle
briefly from his slumber. The fever seems to be passing,
and he understands now why they did the things they’ve
done. They incapacitated him only to allow his wounds
to heal, for his sickness to pass, drugging him with
magic to keep him immobile. For the time-being, he
merely lays in the perpetual twilight that is the best
his consciousness can muster and waits.
There is a quiet sound, something only he was meant
to hear, and the gars ape-creatures evaporate into the
forest like mist. A gust of hot air blows across his
night-chilled face, melting the flecks of ice in his
beard. It smells of animals and grass and blood.
“I have come, genton,” the familiar voice murmurs.
“Who are you?” Guiromélans asks, dreamily. How many
days has it come to him? He cannot remember.
“We are therm. The genton call us udyronde.
You call me Putras.”
“I know you,” he sighs.
“Yes.”
“Why do you come? Every night?”
“It is my atu now that it has been restored
to me. We are vair-us. Our blood was mingled
in the raskus. Now, we run in the same turm.”
Guiromélans tilts his head back and peers up into those
serene golden eyes. “You’ve come close tonight. You’ve
braved the fire.”
“The genton you travel with mean well,” Putras
murmurs, “but they sleep soundly. Should they awake,
I will be gone before they notice.” After a pause,
it leans closer, brushing Guiromélans’s forehead with
its whiskers, “I come to say goodbye. Tonight is my
last visit. I can delay you no longer. Tomorrow, you
arrive in the dava of the genton, and
I cannot follow you there. You will be under their
protection from now on.”
“Yes,” Guiromélans sighs as he drifts off to sleep.
* * *
“You’ve tended to these wounds, böndi?” It
is the voice of an old woman. The Söderkarl consonants
rasp with age.
“Yes,” Baldruus answers after a brief hesitation, “As
best as I could.”
Sharpened nails prick at Guiromélans’s skin, inspecting
the tender, virgin flesh spreading across his injuries.
“Hmmn,” she rasps, “so it seems. This healing magic
is weak!”
“Considering the conditions we were in,” Baldruus protests,
“it was the best I could do! You should have seen
him! In the condition he was left, thrice, he
was lucky to have survived!”
The woman hacks a laugh. “On that, at least, we agree!
As he is, it will be months before he is of any
use my Lady and her bygthir!”
Baldruus makes an insulted noise but doesn’t otherwise
contradict her.
Guiromélans’s eyes struggle open as he feels his clothes
slowly peeled away. The Söderkarl häxa
hovers over him, carefully inspecting, smelling
each scrap of clothing she cuts away. Old blood—ancient
blood—is clotted beneath her long nails. Rancid oils
are combed into her unkempt hair.
Her meticulous fingers find the small leather pouch
tucked beneath his belt. Guiromélans moans as she removes
it. Long nails pull open its mouth and fish about inside.
Triumphantly, they emerge, a black sorcerer’s stone
pinned between them.
“By Vigdis!” she hisses, “So many stones have not seen
the sky since the Night of 10,000 Fires!”
“Yes,” Baldruus answers drolly. “He makes it a habit
of killing sorcerers. Of collecting their stones.”
“But he has not yet taken ours, jâ?”
“Give him time,” Baldruus murmurs.
Chuckling, she ferociously crushes the black stone
between her nails. Baldruus gasps in horror as the
pieces fall to the ground as dust, “That was a sorcerer’s
stone!”
She laughs as she licks the black stain from her fingers.
“Was it a greater horror to destroy it? Or to cut it
from its owner’s twitching corpse?”
Baldruus takes a step back, his mouth open, his eyes
shocked.
She sets the bag aside and goes back to pulling the
sticky clothes from the Raven’s body. A narrow, darkly
tattooed tongue snakes out from her creased lips and
tastes the dried blood soaked into the cloth. “These
wounds, they were made by draugr?”
“Draugr?” Baldruus frowns, glancing down at
Guiromélans. “They were made by walking dead. Ghuls.”
The old woman nods, “Draugr.”
“And an udyronde.”
She shakes her head as she throws the clothes aside.
“There is nej udyronde within these wounds.”
“What? What do you mean?”
“Nej udyronde.”
“You are mistaken, häxa. There was one. We
saw what it did to him!”
“Fools,” she sighs as she continues her work.
“No, look!” the sorcerer insists, “There was! It attacked
him! It was like a Gock-damned slaughterhouse when
we found him! We know—”
“It is just like the others,” the crone spits with
impatience. She looks down at Guiromélans and addresses
him as if he is a confidant, “The others, they do not
listen either. They see but do not understand what
they see. Nej udyronde. Nej Anwar
Clobyn. Nej therm.”
“Therm?” Guiromélans croaks.
The häxa smiles broadly. “Jâ!” she hisses,
“You run with the therm? I can smell the turm
in your blood, my brave Korp.”
She gives Baldruus a stern glare, “Nej udyronde
harmed this one. Only draugr. Now. Give me
those pots. We shall see about properly healing
this ridder.”
She looks down at Guiromélans and smiles unpleasantly.
“We shall heal you proper, my Korp, and then
you shall make things right!”