By Walter Agnew Moore II
Lobo was hungry. He went back onto Guerrero Avenue
and ordered a three-piece meal at the KFC across from
the park. The chicken was crispier and tasted better
than the KFC's back on the U.S. side. Lobo wondered
why that was and carefully wiped his fingers with
a napkin. Then he wadded the greasy napkin around
Mr. Leonard Wilkins' credit card and stuffed it and
the empty styrofoam mashed-potato container into the
paper bag with the chicken bones. He slipped it all
into the fast-food trash container with the sticky
swinging door.
Lobo went outside, crossed the street to the side
with the park, and walked past the shoeshine stands
and popsickle carts. He always loved the dark sweet
smell of the shoeshine stands. He could see the long
white moorish arcade of the Mirador building across
the little park and all the various Bluebird buses
for in-town routes lined up in front of it. Lobo
picked one with "Central" lettered in white
on its windshield, gave the driver coins for four
and a half pesos, and sank down in a plastic bucket
seat halfway back.
He wished a guitarist would climb on at one of the
stops and play a song. He wanted to hear music.
He had a coin ready. Instead, a man in a purple shirt
got on and passed around flyers with pictures of Buddha
on them, gave a little talk as the bus careened around
the streets, then took up all the flyers again except
for one lady's who smiled and gave him a coin.
Lobo put his money back in his pocket. He wanted
to hear music.
He didn't see the neighborhoods the bus was now puttering
through. He was in the past. He was holding Marisol
again while she cried and said, "You're not like
the other guys, Lobo, they would all be yelling and
calling me a liar, saying no way, the baby wasn't
theirs."
"It's all right, Marisol, it's all right, you're
my girl, you're my girl, we'll be a family now."
Marisol had quieted down and stopped whimpering,
just looking into the distance. He had held her shoulders
and tucked his chin over her back, breathing as they
sat there.
He rode the city bus out to the "Central de
Buses" at the south edge of town, the large bus
station from which all the long-distance routes took
off. The place was like a miniature airport, with
gift-shops and small restaurants. Across the street
among the stalls and small scrappy shops, Lobo wandered,
thinking. He bought a blue bath towel at one place,
and they put it in a plastic tote-bag for him.
Lobo walked back over to the "Central de Buses",
his plastic bag swinging from his hand. Innocent men
go shopping for mundane items. The bag in his hand
made him almost invisible.
There was one problem with getting down to Monterrey:
Any bus going there would stop at the 20 kilometer
border-zone check-point. Lobo didn't have his passport
or his 180-day pass, and even if he did, they could
be on the look-out for him by now.
But the check-point cops didn't stop every bus. They
didn't have time. They would only be stopping some,
preferably the ones most likely to have foreigners
on them. The big luxury "Ejecutivo" buses
with refreshments and stewardesses. The "Primera
Clase" ones too. And since they couldn't even
stop all of those, they probably wouldn't bother with
an economy-class backroad-bandit, some old Bluebird
filled with people poor enough that saving three dollars
for taking twice as long to get there was a good deal.
"Economico, to Monterrey," said Lobo in
Spanish to the Estrella Blanca clerk sitting under
the giant green-and-white star logo.
It was leaving in 5 minutes, no time to try to call
Marisol again. Lobo went through the gate and suddenly
remembered the customs check inside the bus station:
Ahead of him there was a chipped yellow traffic signal
set chest-high, with a button to push underneath it.
Three cops sat on the table next to it, watching him.
Lobo walked up to the traffic signal and pushed the
cold metal button.
Green.
Don't run, walk, walk.
Lobo followed a family out to the loading bay at
the end where the Economico bus was supposed to be
waiting. The grandmother was tiny and sun-burnt black,
the mother was medium in all ways, and the teenage
daughter was long-legged and pale from lounging about
indoors.
Lobo laughed when he saw the bus: It was a huge
new Mercedes, palest green, with seats like the first-class
section on an airliner. An Ejecutivo-class aristocrat
of a bus, pressed into last-minute service on the
dirt-cheap start-and-stop enonomy routes.
They sat on the bus for a few minutes feeling the
faint hum as the engine idled, then the driver climbed
in and backed it out without a word. Videos advertising
the Universidad Nacional Autonoma de Mexico played
on the little TV screens over the seats as the bus
glided past dusty junkyards and raw new elementary
schools to the edge of the scrubby desert. Then there
was a sort of a rolling stop at the 20 kilometer check-point
before Lobo even noticed they were there, and without
even a word from the cops, the bus was off the main
highway and sailing down a two-lane backroad.
Lobo was free, and headed towards Marisol.