On Monday, on her way back to the bookstore from lunch,
Emma Grey was walking through the park. It was a sunny
enough day, and plenty of people wandered around. Laying
on the grass, under a tree to her left, she saw an old
friend of hers. She approached, and he recognised her
straight away. They talked, caught up. She had work to
get back to however, so they made their reluctant goodbyes
and arranged to meet later that evening.
*
On Tuesday Emma was walking through the park again, at
the same time as on the day before. Approaching where
she had met her friend the day before she recalled their
encounter and, instinctively, glanced to where she had
spotted him. But instead of her friend she saw a man,
mysterious to her but strangely familiar. He smiled at
her, and her at him.
*
On Wednesday again she walked the same route. The sun
sat in, relatively, the same position it had before. It'd
been raining earlier, a few clouds in the sky. It was
her only day off work that week, and so she had arranged
to meet her lover under the same tree as she had met her
old friend. Though the grass was still slightly wet from
the rain, they lay talking under the tree for hours. But
later she could not remember about what.
*
Thursday came, and the monotony of working life found
Emma in the park she had become so familiar with in the
past few days. Neither the route to work nor the time
of her break ever changed, so it was not surprising that
she found herself back near the same tree at the same
time again. Emma herself, however, was surprised and annoyed
by her own realisation of the uniformity of her days and
nights. Events and people never seemed to change, only
her perception of them. There was a boy under the tree
today, with whom she chatted for a while. But she found
his immaturity quite repellent, and so made her excuses
and continued on her way to work. Surprised by the force
of her dislike, but still could not bear to look back
at him.
*
On the afternoon of her next Friday lived, Emma had the
misfortune to run into an enemy. She did not know if the
coldness between them was shared, or merely in her own
mind. And though she had only begun to feel this way quite
recently, she could no longer hold back her contempt for
him. Abruptly, in the middle of conversation, she stated
her desire to end their relationship, and to never see
him again. Emma did not regret the result of her outburst,
but later felt she was too callous with him.
*
Another sunny Saturday she had to work, but Emma felt
the brightness of the park was too much and moved more
quickly to the bookstore. She had slid further into regret
over her outburst. She saw the shadow of her lover under
their tree, where they used to lie together, and so chose
another route.
*
Sunday evening. She blinks, and the sun takes its chance
to set. She hadn't gone to work. Instead, had stayed in
bed all-day and, only now, forced herself outside. She
visited her park; saw the tree and the grass where they
had lain. Emma Grey saw no one that night, but she was
companioned by regret, the memories of friends become
lovers, and of lovers become lost.